1019.... The Day I Turned 21

1019..

A special day for me

I turn to 21

Many birthday wishes by my friends

From Facebook

And By SMS too

Thank you, my friends~

Thank you, dear for your special GIFT

Thank you, mother and father for bringing me to this world

And also

Thank God~

Lonely Night

It is a lonely night

Stars are shining happily

The moon is smiling

Where am i now?

In the dream?

Or reality?

I am getting lost direction...

WHAT DO YOU SEE ?

Tonight, I feel myself growing

Yes... It's time for me to change.

For a better life with happiness

For you

Tonight, I feel myself growing

Care 关心

Is CARE measurable?


如何衡量关心呢？

LIE

Have you ever told lie before?

Is it good to tell lie?

Even the word BELIEVE also contains a LIE

Michael Jackson "You Are Not Alone"

Michael Jackson "You Are Not Alone"



Karaoke Version "You Are Not Alone"

L.O.V.E

Well...

What is Love?

How many types of Love?

And what do you think about FORBIDDEN LOVE?

LIFE OF LIVES

Art of the ART

Trust of the TRUST

Love of the LOVE

Friend of the FRIENDS

Holy of the HOLY

Life of the LIVES

Peace of the PEACE

Melody of Life

I heard the piano says: "Shall we sing?"

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What is the melody of your life?

Yasmin Ahmad - Funeral

"In the end, is these small things that you’d remember.
little imperfections that make them perfect for you."

Funeral – by Yasmin Ahmad

THINK ABOUT IT

F.R.I.E.N.D - - SHIP

OH DEAR FRIEND

WE USED TO BE GOOD COMPANION

WE USED TO BE BEST FRIENDS

EVEN SINCE THAT INCIDENT

YOU HAVE CHANGED

I REALIZE THAT I ACTUALLY DO NOT UNDERSTAND YOU

I THOUGHT I KNOW YOU THE MOST

BUT NOW I KNOW IT

I KNOW YOU THE LEAST

I SAW YOU GETTING FAR FROM OUR FRIENDSHIP

I AM TIRED WITH SUCH RELATIONSHIP

I TRY TO SAVE YOU

BUT YOU REFUSED

I HOPE YOU ARE HAPPY

WITH WHAT YOU HAVE CHOSEN

WITH WHAT YOU ARE SEEKING FOR

I AM STANDING STILL AT THE ORIGIN

IT IS YOU WHO KEEP GETTING FAR AWAY


YOU ARE ONE OF THE PASSENGER OF MY FRIEND-SHIP

TAKE GOOD CARE

DEAR FRIEND

S.I.C.K

S
I
C
K

S
I
C
K


S
I
C
K


COUGH

SORE THROAT

FLU


AND NOBODY CARES

!!!!!!!!!

What makes life wonderful?

What makes life wonderful?

Money? Love? Friendship? Career? Dream?

Rihanna “Umbrella”

Have you ever crazy for a song?
Crazy for nearly one year JUST FOR A SONG??

YES, I am!

The song that I have been crazy for nearly one year is

Rihanna "Umbrella"

Umbrella
Rihanna

uhuh uhuh (Yea Rihanna)
uhuh uhuh (Good girl gone bad)
uhuh uhuh (Take three Action)
uhuh uhuh
No clouds in my storms
Let it rain, I hydroplane into fame (Eh eh)
Come'n down with the Dow Jones
When the clouds come we gone
We Rocafella (Eh eh)
She fly higher than weather
And she rocks it better
You know me
An anticipation for precipitation, stacks chips for the rainy day(Eh eh)
Jay, rain man is back with lil Ms. Sunshine
Rihanna where you at?
You have my heart
And we'll never be worlds apart
May be in magazines
But you'll still be my star
Baby cause in the dark
You can't see shiny cars
And that's when you need me there
With you I'll always share
Because
When the sun shines, we'll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be a friend
Took an oath I\'ma stick it out till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we'll still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella
You can stand under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh)
These fancy things, will never come in between
You're part of my entity, here for Infinity
When the war has took it's part
When the world has dealt it's cards
If the hand is hard, together we'll mend your heart
Because
When the sun shines, we'll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be a friend
Took an oath I\'ma stick it out till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we'll still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella
You can stand under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh)
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
You can run into my arms
It's okay don't be alarmed
Come into me
There's no distance in between our love
So go on and let the rain pour
I'll be all you need and more
Because
When the sun shines, well shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be a friend
Took an oath I'ma stick it out till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we'll still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella
You can stand under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh)
It's raining
Ooh baby it's raining
Baby come into me
Come into me
It's raining raining
Oh baby it's raining raining
baby come in to me
Come into me
It's pouring rain
It's pouring rain
Come into me...

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I am an umbrella

For you

I would protect you

Under the hot sun

Away from the rain

And

Would you always stand under me?

Michael Blue "Home"

Home
Michael Blue

Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris or Rome...
But I wanna go home
...uhm Home
May be surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
Just wanna go home
I miss you, you know

And I've been keeping all the letters
That I wrote to you,
Each one a line or two
I'm fine baby, how are you?
I would send them but I know that
It's just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane, another sunny place,
I'm lucky I know
But I wanna go home
I got to go home

Let me go home

I'm just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I'm living
Someone else's life
It's like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why
You could not come along with me
This was not your dream
But you always believed in me...

Another winter day
Has come and gone away
In either Paris or Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I'm surrounded by
A million people I
I still feel alone
Let me go home
I miss you , you know

Let me go home
I've had my run
Baby I'm done
I gotta go home

Let me go home
It'll all be alright
I'll be home tonight
I'm coming back home

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HOME

I can smell you

Not far away

I wanna hug you

I wanna kiss you

I wanna touch you

Do you forget me as your master, HOME?

I like their songs!

MARIAH CAREY

SAMMI CHENG

CHRISTINA AGUILERA

CELINE DION

Faye Wong

They are the best female singers that I love~

Their songs are spiritual

They are the REAL DIVA

BREATHLESS

Breathless

The mad haze

The hot weather

The dozen of works

Mountains of Stress

I NEED A PEACEFUL HEAVEN

I AM BREATHLESS!

Britney Spears "I'm Not A Girl, Not Yet A Woman"

I'm Not A Girl, Not Yet A Woman
Britney Spears


I used to think
I had the answers to everything
Mm~ but now I know
That life doesn't no always go my a way. Yeah
Feels like I'm caught in the middle
That's when I realize
I'm not a girl
Not yet a woman.
All I need is time
A moment that is mine
While I'm in between
I'm not a girl
There is no need to protect me
It's time that I
Learned to face up to this on my own. Woah~.
I've seen so much more than you know now
So don't tell me to shut my eyes
I'm not a girl
* not a girl ,not yet a woman *
Not yet a woman
(Just trying to find the woman in me)
All I need is time
A moment that is mine
While I'm in between
I'm not a girl
But if you look at me closely
You will see that in my eyes
This girl will always find her way
I'm not a girl
I'm not a girl don't tell me what to believe
Not yet a woman
I'm just tryin' to find the woman in me, yeah
All I need is time
Whoa, all I need is time...
A moment that is mine
... that's mine
While I'm in between
I'm not a girl
Not yet a woman
Not now
All I need is time *All I need is time*
A moment that is mine
While I'm in between
I'm not a girl
Ooooh, not yet a woman


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I'm not a girl, not yet a woman...

I'm not a boy, not yet a man...

I have to learn to be mature

In thinking

In love

Although sometimes it's really complicated

We still have to learn slowly

To be a mature person

Managing everything in the best

When can I become a REAL MAN?

Writing Chinese Character on small blackboard during Micro-teaching

This character means take (拿).

This character means mother(妈).

This character means open up(张). It is also the surname, Tiong.

This character means fire (火).

We have a micro teaching today for Mandarin subject. It's really fun and enjoyable. During micro-teaching, we were required to write the mandarin character on a small blackboard.

This activity is very good because it will train the students to write Mandarin character in the middle of the small blackboard. In writing Mandarin character, it is very important that we write in the middle, neither to the left nor to the right. Of course, my writing is not very professional, hence I still need to keep it up.

If you'd learn to write mandarin character, I suggested you DIY a small blackboard. The ingredients are simple, a rectangle cut of box, blackboard-paint (green or black), white paint (to draw the line of '+').

Try to write the mandarin character in the middle of the small blackboard. You'll find it interesting and fun.

Enjoy it~

My Notice Board.. How to make it nicer?

This is my notice board in the room. I wonder how to make it nicer and more artistic. Any of you has good suggestion?

Christina Aguilera "Reflection"

For your information, "Reflection" is the theme song of Mulan, 1998.



Mulan is a 1998 American animated feature film produced by Walt Disney Feature Animation, and released by Walt Disney Pictures on June 19, 1998.

The film is based on the Chinese legend of Hua Mulan,[2] and was the first of three produced primarily at the animation studio at Disney-MGM Studios in Orlando, Florida.[3] It was directed by Tony Bancroft and Barry Cook, with the story by Robert D. San Souci and Rita Hsiao, among others.

For more details about Mulan, please visit http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mulan .

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Below is the lyrics of "Reflection"

Reflection
by Christina Aguilera

Look at me
You may think you see
who I really am
But you'll never know me
Every day
It's as if I play a part
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I cannot fool
my heart
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
I am now in a world
where I have to
hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
what's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am
Who is that girl I see
staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection
someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must
be free to fly
That burns with a need
to know the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide?
I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
For all time
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?

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'Reflection' is the song leading me to know Christina Aguilera's music.

I like the lyrics saying that "If I wear a mask, I can fool the world, But I cannot fool my heart".


In daily life, we might always wear a invisible mask to face the people. For me, it is really tiring. Even though I can fool the world, but I cannot cheat myself. I cannot fool my heart too. Everyday, I might lose myself to seek for wealth, friendship, health, and status.

How long should I pretend myself to be a clown?

Haze

Two following mornings
The haze is existing
And the morning seems so blurring


The air I breathe is unclean
And the surrounding is too unclear
I feel myself as a fallen leaf
Asking myself what this world trying to mean?

It is HOT
And the RAIN is nowhere to be seen
Is it going to be like this for the rest of the days?

I am looking for a healthy and happy day

The Spring Sonata : Libra's Goodbye

Spring: This is our last night together. I know you will not be back. But let me stay with you till the end.

Spring: I shall not cry. I shall be proud of you. You are my BELOVED.

Spring: Goodbye, Libra. Stay peace in Heaven. Your love and spirit will last forever.

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THE SPRING SONATA : LIBRA'S GOODBYE

-END-

My Poor Laptop

Today, I shall let you all see my laptop.

Her name is Lily. I have forgotten the reason I named her Lily, but just that I think this name is beautiful.

Poor Lily. She cannot stand well but has to depend on a bottle. It is because both her hangers are broken already.

This is how I stand!


The bottle has become my backbone!

 
The broken part of my laptop hanger.

 
This hanger is nearly broken.

Quarantine

IT'S A HORRIBLE MOMENT

DOES MASK REALLY HELP TO PREVENT THE H1N1?

DOES MASK REALLY HELP TO PREVENT THE POLLUTED AIR?

WHAT SHOULD I TRUST?

WHERE IS THE SAFE PLACE FOR ME?

Day 13 of Libra - My Final Destination - Heaven

THANK GOD
FOR I LIVE FOR 13 PRECIOUS DAYS
FOR I ACCOMPANY MY MASTER FOR 13 DAYS
FOR I MAKE A TRUE FRIEND, SPRING

THANK GOD
FOR LETTING ME SEE THE WORLD
OF BEAUTIFUL
OF UGLY
OF FANTASTIC
OF EVIL

THANK GOD
FOR I WILL BE LEAVING MY MASTER
FOR I SACRIFICE MYSELF FOR MY MASTER
FOR I WILL BE PART OF THE MEMOIRIST OF THIS BLOG

MAY GOD BLESS ME
MAY GOD BLESS JORDAN
MAY GOD BLESS SPRING
MAY GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU

TAKE CARE

Day 11 & 12 of Libra - H1N1 attacking !! Quarantine !!

IT'S QUARANTINE TIME! H1N1 MIGHT ATTACK THE COLLEGE. NOW EVERYWHERE IS FILLED WITH THE FEAR OF H1N1. 

SPRING AND 1 ARE WEARING SPECIAL MASK. 

Day 10 of Libra - What is the climax of Harry Potter 6?

I can see that my master is quite disappointed with Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince. What is the CLIMAX of this film? 

Sarah MLaughlan - In The Arms of The Angel

Spend all your time waiting for that second chance,
for a break that would make it okay.
There's always one reason to feel not good enough,
and it's hard at the end of the day.
I need some distraction oh beautiful release
memory seeps from my veins
I'll find some peace tonight
in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here
so tired of the straight line
and everywhere you turn
there's vultures and thieves at your back
and the storm keeps on twisting
you keep on building the lie
that you make up for all that you lack
it don't make no difference
escaping one last time
it's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees
in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here

Day 9 of Libra - End up your life?

Feeling SAD? 

So you gonna end up your life?

Feeling DOWN

So you gonna end up your life?

Feeling LONELY

So you gonna end up your life?

Feeling HURT by somone

So you gonna end up your life?

COMPLICATED FEELING NOW

My Chinese Writing and Calligraphy While Sitting and Holding hand Properly

(for the calligraphy picture below, I personally think that the words I circled are quite nice ^^)


IF YOU COULD SIT AND HOLD YOUR PEN PROPERLY WHEN YOU WRITE SINCE YOU START LEARNING TO WRITE, YOU MIGHT WRITE BEAUTIFUL WORDS TODAY.

Day 8 of Libra - Calm My Mind

No matter in what situation, I must stay calm. I must not be nervous.I must trust that I can do it!

Day 7 of Libra - My Revolution

I grow! Even though it is a hard process especially facing the challenges, but I need to face it bravely. Master, YOU MUST ALSO FACE THE CHALLENGES BRAVLEY.

Life is Art

These are pictures I took on the day we had our charity work at Miri Home for the Aged on 25.07.09.

Could flower bring joy?

Hey, Flower

Could you bring joy to me?

I feel stressed

I feel not really happy

I feel down

I need something to calm me down

I wish to go to a place full of beauty

Of flowers

Of joy

Of happy

Where could I find this place?

Day 6 of Libra - Unusual Feeling

I have a hard feeling today. Lonely? Stressed? Sad? Disappointed?

How should I express it?

Pray to GOD.

Day 5 of Libra - I read my master's mind

Libra: Something wrong around me. Can you see that?

Spring: Yup. Sorrow fills up the room.

Day 4 of Libra - Ooopss~ I keep getting fatter. Did I drink too much water?

Ooopss~ It seems that I have been given too much water. Or else why do I look so fat?

Day 3 of Libra - I sprout!

Wow~ I sprout.  It seems like the place I live here full of warm and happy. I must live stronger!

Day 2 of Libra - Hello, my new friend SPRING

It's a shiny day. I have made a new friend today. It is a seashell which my master took from the beach. His name is Spring. Starting from today, Spring is my friend and I trust him. We will stay together and face all the challeges.

Thank you, I have a new friend now and I am not alone now. 

Day 1 of Libra - I live with my master

Today, I start my new life with my master, Jordan. I hope to be happy and bring joy to my master. My master called me "Libra".

Recover from sickness with the blessing of GOD

Many of my friends are sick recently, including me. For this is the season of the dangerous spread of H1N1, I am really afraid that any of my friend and myself is being attacked by the H1N1 virus. 

God, please bless all of us that we stay away from H1N1.

And also, I hope that everyone recover from sick as soon as possible.

How to write "Stone" in Chinese Character? Here it is..

Today we were having micro-teaching for Mandarin subject. The word I taught today is "stone". In last minute, I had a very sudden inspiration of teaching the word "stone". I used a branch from a tree and a stone. I combined both as shown above and at last it will become the word "石" as shown in the figure above. The stories of this word is quite interesting. I explained in the class that we imagine a branch dropped from a tree and was located beside a stone. Then this will produce the word "stone" in Chinese character.

If you wonder how to write the word stone in Chinese character, why don't you imagine the statement I stated above?

Here is how to write the word "stone" (石) in correct order.




今天是第二次的微格教学，虽然也没有很理想，但是比第一次的微格教学好很多了，而且还被许老师称赞我用的教学法很有趣。我的教学法就是如第一张图所显示的。我用树枝和石头来带出“石”字的字形，方法就是说明有一个树枝掉落在一块石头旁边，于是就成了“石”字。这一次的教案虽然仍然错误百出，但得到一个赞扬，我也觉得很开心了。我会更努力的~

THANKS FOR INSPIRING ME

Thanks God

That I have found a target in my life

That I should develop myself in the field I am really interested in

Thanks

As my Lecturer and Friend

For you inspired me so much today

That you lead me a way to find my target

Although I might not be so professional

And I might not be that good

But

I am really willing to try

To learn the things that I never learn

To explore in new situation

Dear

I need your support as well

To find my target in my life

It is a WONDERFUL day

It is a BEAUTIFUL day

It is a day of Blessing by GOD

You are good looking when you just SMILE??

My friends told me that I am looking good when I smile, rather than showing a COOL~ FIERCE face. What do you think?

朋友说，我笑的时候比较好看，装酷不笑的脸不怎么讨喜。。怎么说呢？？












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